I’m just curious does that 5 letter word enter your heart after what has occurred? I know you didn’t “mean it” or it wasn’t your fault but you must know I was one of the consequences. One of the consequences that continually get’s forgotten about as you worry about your own needs and dare I say desires. It’s a good word to think about in the future for what happens in your life surely deserves a “sorry” once in awhile in mine as well.