2025
Now that I have been connected I can never be sad again. Just as my mind drips to what could be a sad thought the electronic circuits which my Electrochiatrist installed insure that just the amount of Dopamine is realized into my system. This way I will never have to turn anything upside down again. It’s weird smiling at funerals or at best being numb which leaves others bewildered about who have I become. I’m not sure for in the past sadness might have stopped me but at least it was real. No songs make me cry anymore and at this point there is no point of watching movies as every sad thought doesn’t exist. I’m numb to the world and that should make me happy but deep down I’m feeling… sa… happy again.