You may never get that shiny object but they will never get what …. which you have in your life. A matter of fact what you have is personal to you in your own colors and that’s what makes it truly special. You should also note that no matter how someone claims to climb up the mountain they haven’t made a step compared to Moses who spoke to G-D as easily as one speaks to their wife, probably better because Moses never had the silence treatment. No extra car, house or television show can top the conversations Moses had. So keep striving for greater days but enjoy the days you have as well because they’re yours and G-D wouldn’t want it any other way.