It’s scary but in the world I live in I am probably the most sane. While the world around appears on the brink of panic or disarray I generally calmly walk through one crisis to enter the next one in a peaceful logically way. Of course there are times when I move toward emotional out blasts or even have an occasional paranoid thought but those moments last in minutes not hours. Maybe it’s because I’ve experienced much on this journey that I’ve been able to calmly walk through the daily fires of life or could it be I’m just the last sane person left in my world.