At this exact moment I have “REAL FREE TIME”! For at this precise moment I have no work or family responsibilities. Every moment of my day and night is usually planned to the hill even to the point of the time I decide to visit the men’s room but now I can go (literally) whenever I want. I guess I could help with the wash or clean something up or I could just sit and stare at a wall or the boob tube. This moment could be dedicated to discovering the world around me or just trying to absorb it for all it’s worth. I could go to sleep or start running in circles it’s my free moment and it won’t last more then a few more hours (sleep will start to sneak up). The clock is a ticking for my mind, body and soul can only exist in this moment for so long before the clock of real time begins again.