Students hold that tear. Allow it to placed in the ground and let it grow like roots to a tree, as you gain knowledge and build yourself up. For thirty years from now that black and white pain you bear so deeply will dissipate like midst in the sky and you will see colors that you never perceived exists. Many of the beautiful people will still be beautiful but not just in their outside appearance. Those who made you feel so little will appear little in your eyes and thoughts now . Finally, you will see many of the wonderful people you were unable to see before because of the pain that covered them from your view. Students the hurt, loneliness and insecurity you feel right now will bring you tears but trust may stay on the positive course and G-D willing they will be washed away bringing you only success and happiness in the future.