Here I’m kneeling on the edge as horrible thoughts enter of what I could have done. Times that I could have reached out to him/her with a simple kind word of empathy that could have prevented ….. Words I could have spoken to inspire greatness instead of medocrity in myself and one’s I should have loved more. Thoughts enter of premonitions that I ignored thinking who am I to act only to see the despicable action occur on my clock. Here I’m kneeling and G-D willing these thoughts will stop for death isn’t as peaceful as it seems.