I don’t have time to express anger, disappointment or any other negative emotion to those who have hurt me. These emotions take up too much vital space when time is a running. Time that could be spent building new ideas, expressing happiness for all the incredible things in my life or simple vital signs such as breathing on my own. Imagine how much time is taken up trying to prove a point that your opponent will truly not get but concede to just to move on. It’s not that I won’t make a simple direct expression but G-D willing it will be just that and nothing more. Of course as a human I have my boiling point but I hope it occurs when it’s boiling not when a few bubbles appear. Life is too short to harp on the clouds even as rain might be falling for in between are breaks of sun which I want to baste in as long as I can.
FOOTNOTE– For some this might be conceding defeat but for me it’s moving on and moving ahead for the train is still going even if my foot is still on the platform.
In only a few hours or less I am about to take the trip of a lifetime toward the biggest spectator sport in the world the Indianapolis 500! Just the experience of getting to a track with over 300,000 other spectators is mind blowing. I’m preparing my mind, body & G-D willing my soul for this experience. Where cars drive over 200 MPH for 500 miles in over 90 degree heat and I should be there to see it L-I-V-E. Who knows where life will take you but for now it’s Indianapolis or bust.
I’ve been dead for so long I’m starting to forget when I was alive well, technically. For death is more lively then life itself. From the first moments you enter after a step in the hot stuff (depending on the path you took before) you are working like never before. You’re assigned a special task based on the skill set you’ve developed on earth so when people say G-D needed a carpenter trust me there is some remolding to do. Yes we are angels in someway trying to influence people to what we perceive is their chosen path and unlike G-D we get it wrong more often then you would expect which leaves it to G-D to straighten it out. G-D can straighten out even the biggest mistakes we make as we see with the establishment of the United States and Israel. Hey, it’s not all our fault you have the free will to make the final decision even if we have the wind blowing in a different direction.
FOOTNOTE- I’m still alive (I think) just giving you a different perspective on life and death that might be occurring right now and in our eternal future.