Every night at 426 AM it happens! The steps appear to walk closer and closer to my window and then suddenly they rap at my window initially so lightly then louder and louder until they just dissipate in the air.. A haunting noise that allows fear to burn through ever bone in my being. Closer and closer the steps move as I hide under my covers. I don’t know whether it’s human or some form that haunts me. Death at this point would be a release from this constant fear. I try to escape as I travel to different sections in this one room apartment but the fear follows me where-ever I go. Will it ever stop or will it haunt me FOREVER!!
FOOTNOTE- Maybe you should change your Kindle to not wake you up with haunting noises instead.
When George Floyd was murdered it changed my life as well as my country. I marched with BLM and bowed to their demands because of my “white privilege”. I made sure that I took whatever means necessary to insure Joe Biden became President. I’m not proud of the stealing votes, intimidation and dead people voting that I participated, in especially now. Yet soon Joe Biden was elected I realized that I was being used like a footstool with heavy feet on my back. It wasn’t that they wanted Black Life’s to matter but that mine didn’t. Soon after Joe Biden became President he had to admit that he was incapable to hold this office and left the position to Stacy Abrams. President Abrams became dictator Abrams who declared that the next President election would be null and void until a constitution that protected “black lives 1st” was signed. In-between every single part of our life was controlled by a quota system to correct “the wrongs” our country committed until wealth was distributed through government decree. The United States of America has formally become the United Socialist States of America…. (skip the United part)
FOOTNOTE- This might appear far fetched but listen to the most reason pod cast from Joe Rogan and tell me otherwise.
I used to be motivated by fame, fortune and power now it’s just FEAR!!!! This 4 letter word keeps me hidden from the world around me and allows those in power to gain more and more power of my life every single day. I’m sure they’re right or am too fearful to question them? Just the word Corona-Virus bites at my very soul.Maybe someday my other motivating forces will come back to life but for no fear is the only one which keeps me breathing.
FOOTNOTE- Do you know people who are under this force now?