Wait it’s not your time. You’re scheduled between 9:30-10AM not before. Yes, I’m running a bit late since the gym comes 1st. No, I can’t see you afterwards that’s my cooking class. Maybe we can fit you in after 11:30 instead I want to spend more time with my children. How can I ignore you when I feel you everyday I just won’t let you take up my entire schedule Don’t worry I’m not ignoring you but there honestly are better things on my schedule and I’ll see you on my time even if it might be less then I want.
FOOTNOTE– Do you know someone who has a chronic disease and has a similar attitude? G-D forbid it comes my way I hope I open up a calendar as well.
I don’t have time to express anger, disappointment or any other negative emotion to those who have hurt me. These emotions take up too much vital space when time is a running. Time that could be spent building new ideas, expressing happiness for all the incredible things in my life or simple vital signs such as breathing on my own. Imagine how much time is taken up trying to prove a point that your opponent will truly not get but concede to just to move on. It’s not that I won’t make a simple direct expression but G-D willing it will be just that and nothing more. Of course as a human I have my boiling point but I hope it occurs when it’s boiling not when a few bubbles appear. Life is too short to harp on the clouds even as rain might be falling for in between are breaks of sun which I want to baste in as long as I can.
FOOTNOTE– For some this might be conceding defeat but for me it’s moving on and moving ahead for the train is still going even if my foot is still on the platform.