I awake and it is I’m walking on an entirely new stage. Suddenly my life has been erased as if I had never been here. Maybe I haven’t and this has all been an endless dream. Yet the memories appear so real for I even remember checking in the hotel just last night after a late night business trip. Yet my entire record doesn’t exist… or did I just pick up the wrong cell phone?
For some reason that Purple Dinosaur wasn’t entertaining this morning it just felt too childish. Dick looked to his father for some comfort but his reactions were too silly. As years went by there were many more “too’s” that came up. The music he had enjoyed in the past became “too popular” for his rebellious taste. A faith service that he was brought up to became “too traditional”. The terrible two’s were the teen and twenty year old “too’s” until Dick met Sally. Then some of these things that appeared “too” in the past became fun/important again especially since Sally was expecting. Now he only prayed that Dick Jr. would hold off those “too’s” a bit longer and enjoy the world around him before it passed him by as well.
They live among us even though they look quite different then the being above. How do I know they’re aliens because they unlike the rest of us in language, technology, diversity of food and even the way transport themselves around to different places. There civilization is way behind anything that we could fathom. The scary thing is they’ve completely taken over the world and we hardly even notice it. We used to be able to hide in the forest or under some barrier (rock) but eventually they’ll find us or our family. Sometimes they are benevolent but most of the time they’re cruel keeping us in slave conditions and even eating our very bodies. A matter of fact one of them is writing this piece for me now. Wait I see another one coming now… hide!!
I’ve learned to keep some more $$’s in my pocket by breathing less. The government’s knew tax on breathing is surely needed with the global warming epidemic continuing to spread. They say that we are adding to that effect by exhaling Carbon Monoxide and stealing Oxygen from our precious earth. If only other’s would follow my footsteps and breath less they too could save some $’s as well; for the monitor keeps insuring every breath is monitored and recorded in the governmental journals. It’s only fair that those in power don’t have to wear such masks because they have to think of the brilliant solutions to solve the problem we’ve created by living. I hope they come to a solution soon because I’m getting a bit dizzy holding my….. Oh well at least I did my part. RIP
Yes I know I was the culprit but I never knew it would continue to linger. Drip by drip it took my heart continuing to get louder and louder as the world around me got quieter and quieter. Till all I could hear and feel through my bones was that pestering noise as if it was a Mosquito biting the same spot with nails across a chalkboard. My normal means to distance myself from the pounding wouldn’t work I had to try something, anything to stop that wretched noise. Just when it became so overpowering I shut it off and peace suddenly occurred. It will not end though for it is set to occur again in less the 24 hours but this time I’ll be ready…. I hope.
This time I left you! You think I can continue to run around and around trying to find you? I’ve got better things to do and if you can’t call then I have to move on. It’s not as if I’m leaving you but I just wanted to show what it’s like having to always look for you. We’re together 24/7 maybe that hour apart wasn’t so bad after all but truth be told I did miss you. You always know how to find just the right information that makes me smile or even shed a tear and know who I should reach out to. I’m glad we’re back but this time stay with me even if it means you have to be in my pocket all day long.
WHO AM I SPEAKING TO?
If I’m the one who is crazy then why are you the one pounding your head against the same wall While you work hours upon hours to be or meet someone of your dreams I’m living it. Yes I understand it’s all in my head but I don’t have to work at it to see it occur it’s just there. I can fly to the moon, be a rock & roll star, have the Pope ask me spiritual questions and all appears to be reality. Sometimes the visions aren’t so grand and I might act out in a way that brings me violently back to this world but when I’m in my “good world” everything is just right. You might continue to pursue your dreams but I’m actually living them and who really decides what is reality in the 1st place anyway? To think you thought you were sane.
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I thought the pain would stop once my heart did but it has only got worse. While I was here on earth I often felt so sad that I could hardly lift myself out of bed and wondered about the burden I put on my loved ones. It got so painful I felt the only way to relieve everyone’s burden was for to leave permanently so I took my own life. Yet now all I hear is how everyone is blaming themselves for what I’ve done and the fights that are destroying my fragile family and I can’t say a word in response. I can’t tell them how much they have truly helped me when I was here and gave me the strength to carry on but most importantly I can’t tell them how much I love them. It wasn’t their fault that I left it was an illness in my head that took me away.
Now I realize how I was helpful when all I thought I was a burden. How much my times of happiness helped add joy to those around me and even how my sad moments allowed my art to touch others. I could empathize with the pain of others through my sad moments and that helped them overcome their difficulties. Now I can’t do anything but watch and it hurts more then I ever could have ever imagined. If only I could take that faithful day back and bring new life not only to myself but those I care about
It’s probably nothing, just a coincidence, maybe I’m being a bit paranoid but 2 blackouts in 2 days within the same time period ? Yes the blackouts occurred for a relatively short period of time and the heat conditions are known for such occurrences to occur but it appears a bit too frequent and in two nearby cities. So here’s the paranoid part how about if the terrorist are testing our grid system to see what it would take to bring the entire system down and what if the government is keeping it quiet because they don’t want to create fear or change the Presidential race outcome. What if’s can drive you insane or might lead to some truth in between or even a movie concept. Is it just a coincidence or should we be stocking up water and food?
It was the stop I knew I shouldn’t have made but was drawn to it like a moth to a flame. Too quiet, too dark and much too cold on a hot humid day where nothing alive at least in the human sense appeared through vision or smell. My heart raced as I took my first step or did it just stop as I embarked on a journey I knew was deathly wrong but a journey I needed to take if I was to get to…… Where I went only you know take the next step with me …. if you dare!
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