You might feel trapped behind bars but there is no escape from the one in my Cranium. Yes, the room around you is locked up but at least you can dream of some “new day” while mine constantly repeats the same story over and over again as there is no happy ending. There is no key to my escape as I continually battle the feelings that keep me trapped. What’s most scary about this sentence is sometimes light comes through a shade only to have an event/circumstance trigger me into an episode that alone I must experience. It is an experience that enslaves my mind in misery, pain, and hopelessness. Medicines and therapy are the only way my sentence can be lifted and these treatments are for life.