I want to respond with revenge but one toe is touching paradise. Yes, you’ve won the battle but I hope to win heaven. G-D must know I try to keep a balance between this world and the one that is above. So while those around me say it without worry or fear I often keep my mouth closed. Trying my best to see a higher purpose that is not in the moment. G-D willing this toe continues to lead the rest of the body in that direction but to be honest sometimes it needs an extra dip.