I’m as ugly as I feel and that’s good. For days of mourning are something you see in my face as my hair grows out of control. My beard is even past the itch stage well that I was until I started writing this blog piece. 30 days of no hair cutting sure is something that doesn’t make me feel “beautiful” in any way but for dad’s memory, it’s worth it. So bring on the ugly for in 30 days G-D willing a new mirror will appear but the memories will still remain way past the cut.