The buildup was intense yet I didn’t make it to the finish time…again. Every time it appears I build myself up only to collapse just before the best part. Why me? What can I do? Maybe I should just be grateful that I’m in the race as a whole yet will they still be with me if I continue to falter. . I’ve tried many solutions but at this point, I’m just embarrassed. My life is a mess. Yet I’ll continue to try because life is worth living and once you’ve climbed your mountain there is no getting off until the end. Excitement comes and goes but being in the race is what truly counts.
FOOTNOTE- I guess I’ll run the NY Weight lifting contest next year. Why what were you thinking?