The truth is I hardly hear it. For as people fear my reaction to the words they hardly are spoken in my direction. My life is like a puzzle trying to figure out the truth behind the words not just in my head but loved one’s around me. I guess in a sense they are protecting me from the sickness that might come out but the problem is it often seeps out even without those triggers. Insanity lies to me about my condition but often so do those around me.
FOOTNOTE- Balancing a loved one needs to hear what truly is going on and the triggers it could release is a beam even the experts fall off of.