I’m supposed to forgive what is coming out of your head even as it is spat at me!? Yes, I understand that you are only using me as a punching bag for the illness trapped in your head but after a while, this bag attains many a hole. I say that forgiveness heals those that give it but sometimes I just feel like giving up as well. You continue to blame me for things that I had no “real part” in yet I must say I’m sorry if I want this diatribe to end. On the other hand, the pain you bring to me is something that automatically must be flushed away. In other words, forgiving someone with mental health conditions is far from easy but might be the only way to stay sane.