How much does one worry about the world when they know their days are numbered not in months but in days? Does one feel they have the freedom to speak out in a clear loud voice or are they worried that their voice will put them further in the ground? They say that Moses was the most timid person of his time but when his days were expiring he felt it was his duty to tell the people the whole truth as he saw if from the beginning and way after he would be departing his people. G-D might have commanded him to do so but I wonder if I would have such courage if I knew my last breathe was so close and whether I would want to know in the 1st place? Faith can be strong but it is truly tested when the clock appears to be running out from this world.