They say you’ll just continue the pattern for 2 years or more of personal destruction and there is nothing that I can do. For even as everyone around you will see you getting better you will close your eyes, mind and maybe even soul as you refuse to take the medicine that helped bring you to this state. You might even want to take charge of your own life by not taking the medicine that ironically actually did this for you. Maybe you will feel that you are better and you can take that break but it will only lead you back to feeling sick again. All I know is this a stat that keeps repeating itself with the sickness you have even if you don’t accept it. Where eventually another episode occurs because of lack of treatment which lands you back in the hospital, the street or even a worse place. Please rebel against these stats and claim victory of your own body by getting and staying with the treatment that is difficult to accept but worse to refuse.