Maybe you’re right and you’ll never be the same again and if so isn’t it time that you find a way to embrace these changes not fight them? You didn’t change in season but out of a shock to the system yet maybe there is some good you can find in the “new you”. Yes, emotions on certain matters might be harder to find but could they appear in areas which you never held? We all change some as the wrinkles appear others from chemicals, not in our control, and still others from events that took us away. I just wonder whether you can now find some good from them and move forward wherever it might take you.