For the 1st time in my life I’m totally free. Know person can influence my decisions because there is nobody else around. If I want to eat, drink or even run around naked is my decision. Of course with such freedom comes incredible responsiblities to myself and maybe who is left out there. I’m also free to feel lonely or independent and trust me both emotions come to the shore frequently. I’ve always wanted to be totally free and now I am but I sure wish this dream didn’t come true.