Just For Fun

I sing, paint,cook, dance, and write with the clear motivation of fun. Yet as I discover the intricacies behind each art form the fun appears to dissipate in thin air. I start  thinking way to much about structure rather than creative expression.  Art forms initially pull you in by allowing one to express their inner self freely.  Yet once your drawn to the “professional form” it becomes a bit too structure then a dream of expression. Learning the basic skills is important to me but unless it’s going to pay my bills I’m going to worry about the fun side 1st and leave the structure to those who get paid to perform.