I feel your pain LITERALLY. When you’re angry, sad, lonely it burns through my brain as well. There are many that say those words but these are emotions I can’t ignore 24/7. It’s like we were Siamese Twins in which our Limbic systems were connected. Trust me I don’t want to ignore your feelings but I also have my own to deal with and therefore it’s sorta confusing living this life. I know I wanted to get closer to how you feel and prayed this would occur but this is way too much. At this point all I can hope is you find eternal peace and happiness or at least let me find my own.