USED

It was for the cause that has put my life on permanent hold. They needed someone to do something “big” to grab the headlines and they raised my hand before I knew it. I believed in the cause with all my heart and soul but now that I’m behind bar’s I feel my soul is leaving as well.  The cause was “right” ….right????  I mean if it was so right why did I have to do something so wrong to prove that?  It would have been easier to be the sacrificial lamb then the one performing the sacrifice. I guess in the end I was built up to be the one until I became the one they forgot about.