Selfish- A Psychological Exercise

I don’t actually want to write this for I wish it wasn’t true yet life has a way of pushing the ugly truth forward.  She is selfish and I should have known this from the start. Whether it be her lack of interest in current events or the person standing across from her the thoughts in her mind always revolved around the mirror she looked through. I ignored this ugly truth until my very sanity was tested. So how do I deal with this revelation after so many years of ignoring it? First of all I must not let ugliness turn my skin and stand on a different scale. I must continue to try my best for others as well as myself even if that world is smaller then I originally thought. At the same time I have to open myself up to my own individual hopes, dreams and desires and share the expression with others that care. Maybe G-D willing over time this piece will fall into the fiction area but for now it’s something I have to deal with even as I wish the mirror was pointed in others direction.

FOOTNOTE- How do you deal with those who are closest to you and share this ugly trait?

FOOTNOTE- For now this is a fictional story please pray it stays this way.