Volunteering is the right thing to do but I’m sorry to say it’s not the thing I love to do. I could hide from this aspect of my character but then I wouldn’t be honest with myself or others. I volunteered with Meals On Wheels, soup kitchen, Shuls, VA hospitals as well as orphanages and although the experiences were fruitful I felt as if there were whole fields I missed exploring while doing this work. Maybe it’s my Type A Personality, desire for a larger impact or that there isn’t any musical score with said work which leads me to these feelings. All I know in the end is I will keep exploring the why because volunteering is in my future even if I don’t love it.