While at a crowded sporting event I sudddenly felt so trapped that I had to jump from the bleachers and still know one appeared to notice. I actually glided my self down by a long cloth held by the ceiling but in a dream sequence it can get a bit confusing. Last night two dreams began and ended the same way feeling alone in a crowd. Until the final sequence when I decided it didn’t matter and walked away from a popular activity only to do what I actually wanted to instead. Feeling invisible is extremely painful and can lead someone to take dangerous actions just to feel visible. Yet when one acknowledges that there is one always in your room no matter how lonely it can feel a certain peace and calmness replaces that loneliness and gives you strength to be yourself. This doesn’t mean those with faith don’t have these strong feelings at time it just gives them a stronger hope to hold onto. Faith might appear to be out of fashion today but that is only for those that truly don’t believe.