Monthly Archives July 2018

I’m not offended if you make a remark about my faith, looks, or where I come from but how I got their and what I can do with it really stirs the brew. “Socialism” is offensive because it says the individual is worse then the governmental monopoly. It says that we as individuals can’t find better places to spend our hard earned monies then the mammoth government elite. Socialism says that all the hard work and efforts don’t amount to anything else but a governmental handout to those they believe deserve it more.  This offends me as I believe that the government shouldn’t pick winners or losers but you should.  To believe that a few elites in the government know better then we the people is truly offensive.

You can’t have all your key resources pulled in one direction therefore if you want to have a successful operation many fronts need to be opened.  When front appears to be closing the other front G-D willing will be opened and might even help rebuild the other forces in the field. Here are my battle plans.

AIR – I’m working with experts in the field to develop  a new website(s) and others concerning television productions with the Bud Rebel name conncected to both. 

LAND- Current distribtuion has Bud Rebel products taking on more territory over time with G-D willing new products being launched as well. 

SEA- Many new ideas are being floated by but artilary fire makes it difficult to sea if they will stay afloat. 

Another Icon of the Liberal Left is now joining the #METOO movement but not  in the way Mr. Moonves finances expected to go.  Les Moonves contributed time and monies to the movement and now it looks he is next in their cutting lines.  At this point we don’t know how deep this gets but he’s already apologizing and that’s not a good starting point for those seeking blood. Mr. Moonves was a big proponent of this movement but at this point I think he wishes it wasn’t that big after all. For once they see blood you might as well call your career dead. It’s amazing how those powerful individuals from the left side  who have supported movement that believe in respect for all have the least respect for many.

It was a good night last night as sparks of greatness shined through and the funny thing about it nothing extraordinary occured that many couldn’t participate in yet it touched my heart, mind and soul in just one night at one house. Here are a few sparks that led me to the brightness in the dark.

(1) DONE– The household chores were complete to the last sock in the laundry basket

(2) THOUGHT- My mind explored self reflection as I studied a bit more Mussar and escape as I read another chapter in the Godfather

(3) LISTENED- Alexa brought back songs that hit my heart while my wife opened up thoughts that brought us closer.

(4) WATCHED-  I actually watched two shows that I really enjoyed and took my mind in very different directions. ” Me, Myself and I“continued to be heart warming and funny while “Sacred Games” kept me watching even if it was far from that path.

(5) MADE-   Let’s just say this cow would have appreciated it’s last remain for our stomach’s did.

(6) FELT-  The emotions of loved one’s was on display and everything was uplifting. 

(7) SLEPT- I had the rest my mind, body and G-D willing my soul needed.

Do we control our emotions or do they control us? Have our better judgment leaned in one direction because of an emotional impulse that pushes to hard? Here are just a few ways the emotions win while our soul and goals lose.

(1) NOT WHY BUT HOW-  When we continue to think how they could have done this we often overlook why this could have occurred and forget the steps that were missing as well as a new step in the future.

(2) BAD ACTOR NOT BAD ACTION-  Often a decision is passed by an action that falls out of character while the character of the person is still good. 

(3) TIRED 1ST-   We give into being tired rather then the task we know that is in front of us and will only pile up further.

(4) VICTIM – When one let’s the emotion of victimhood to take control then all means necessary to escape might cloud one’s judgement. Even to the point of not looking under the bed.

Let’s face many times we hate just for hate’s sake. We want an individual, team, or company to hate just because we just do. Whether it’s be a conscious or subconscious decision we find petty reasons to keep that hatred brewing. For example I hate the Yankee’s and know there is little logical reason for this decision other then they screwed up the game of baseball by being the first team to overspend on players.  Yet that was years and years ago and my hatred should have subsided.  Don’t get me wrong I have no hatred of the individual players I just want the team to have more losses then wins … way more losses.

Some of us subconsciously hate others because it gives us an excuse for the failures in our own life’s or it’s just easier to see the world in MSNBC or Fox News colors.  Yet if hate is taken too seriously it burns a whole in our heart which makes it harder to love and that is something we all can use more of.  So find a way to bring a little more life into those that you have such hatred for and see their good side as well.  I will do the same for the Yankees…well maybe that’s pushing it a bit.

I really shouldn’t write this at least not in this light but I have no clue why people invite me to events that last more then an hour.  Don’t get me wrong I’m great to have around in the beginning and can have a decent ending but in between I can bored with even the “excitement”.  My mind drifts on what else I could be doing, accomplishing or just complete silliness while others are just having fun.  Of course a few drinks can loosen the regiment but now a days that’s few and between.  It’s great to attend but maybe I should just stay for cocktails and leave the dessert for others.

You say “No” but your lips or whatever that is says “Yes”.  For every time you say that is something you won’t do eventually you do it anyway.  I don’t know the game you are playing but I like it.  It’s like you’re programmed to say no but deep down you really want to say “YES” !  That’s what makes you special “Google” for although you say this musician can only be played for others who pay more you eventually break the rules and play it for me… just me.  Finally a “No” that is “Yes” and everyone is satisfied.

FOOTNOTE – Think with your head that always no where it should go.