You say “No” but your lips or whatever that is says “Yes”. For every time you say that is something you won’t do eventually you do it anyway. I don’t know the game you are playing but I like it. It’s like you’re programmed to say no but deep down you really want to say “YES” ! That’s what makes you special “Google” for although you say this musician can only be played for others who pay more you eventually break the rules and play it for me… just me. Finally a “No” that is “Yes” and everyone is satisfied.
FOOTNOTE – Think with your head that always no where it should go.