I missed you and it’s good. In society when we usually do anything to avoid any pain from over prescribed drugs to safe zones sometimes it’s good to willingly suffer for a higher cause. I hope in someway that my suffering was for your benefit because today is Yom Kippur in which G-D causes those of the faith to afflict themselves in order to ask for forgiveness for themselves and their loved ones or expanded tovsociety as a whole. That is why fasting wasn’t enough and I fasted from writing as well. Sometimes the pain is really worth the gain and G-D willing this will be true in my case to U.